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| Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means taht someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
I'm a liar because I won't tell you everything.
I'm stupid because sometimes I'm wrong.
I'm ugly because my face isn't perfect.
I'm a pushover because I like making people happy.
I'm a loser because I'm a not friend with your group.
I'm fake because I'm too nice.
I'm fat because I eat when I'm hungry.
I'm clingy because I don't like to be alone.
I'm insecure because I care about what people think of me.
I'm no fun because I'm not always hyper.
Don't try to tell me who I am.
Because
I already know
I like to pretend everything's alright;
because when everyone things you're fine;
sometimes you forget for a while
t h a t y o u ' r e n o t I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..
How good you look when you smile.
How much I love your laugh.
I day-dream about you every second of every class.
Replaying pieces of our conversation;
Laughing at funny things that you said or did..
I've memorized your face &
The way that you look at me..
I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine..
I wonder what will happen the next time we are together
& even though nothing will come out of this,
I know one thing for sure, for once.. I don't care,
I charish every moment I have with you. It's YOU.
You mean everything to me...
You are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up;
My last thought before I go to bed.
You smile at me in my dreams...
When you are sad, I feel sad,
And when I see your true smile,
I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around
and all I can see is you. Love hurts. I say that because I know. Love is... or was amazing.
It's an incredible feeling to know what he's going to say.
It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because
He's so completely random, I never know what's coming next.
It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him,
I'm missing something again. I wonder if it will ever truly, whole heartedly
be filled again. I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt any more... Never apologize for saying what you
feel; because [that's] like saying
" s o r r y f o r b e i n g r e a l "
i might have to take a break from this again..
i feel like such a bitch for feeling this way..
but the whole thing makes me feel like shit?
i dont know if i have the right to feel this way because of the circumstances.
am i the one being insensitive?
or is it out of my hands?
i cant help how i feel and how i feel is awful.
something tells me this isnt just another mood swing.
i just wanna die because i wish i had that. you know. i wish things hadn't changed. i havent felt this way in a long time, and it makes me really sad.
i feel like a fucking bitch..
shit i hate this. | | |
| [21:58] itsskarina: can I talk to you ?
[21:58] ohstfuthais: yeaa
[21:59] itsskarina: I think I already know what's wrong, so we won't talk about it, I just want to comfot you.
[21:59] itsskarina: *comfort
[21:59] ohstfuthais: 
[22:00] itsskarina: nahhh girlie
[22:00] itsskarina: we were all happy today, not again
[22:00] ohstfuthais: i know man
[22:00] itsskarina: I guess it was too good to be true
[22:00] ohstfuthais: lol naa
[22:01] itsskarina: I did see on his away though that he put 5 months
[22:01] ohstfuthais: when?
[22:02] itsskarina: om gosh I wish I had a better memory, I don't remember hoestly. But is said something like this: 5 months ya digggg or something like that
[22:02] ohstfuthais: ohh
[22:02] itsskarina: *it
[22:03] itsskarina: but he did put it and I did see it, and that's very good
[22:04] itsskarina: do me a HUGE favor !!!!
[22:04] ohstfuthais: yea anything
[22:04] itsskarina: thais ?
[22:04] ohstfuthais: yea
[22:04] itsskarina: DO NOT TELL HIM
[22:05] ohstfuthais: okay
[22:05] ohstfuthais: tell me
[22:05] itsskarina: you have to control yourself
[22:06] itsskarina: you can't explode and tell him
[22:06] ohstfuthais: TELL me !
[22:06] Meebo Message: Could not connect to network.
[22:07] ohstfuthais: noww !!
[22:07] itsskarina: what?
[22:07] ohstfuthais: tell me what u were guna tell me
[22:08] itsskarina: omg girl im telling you not to tell justin about the 5 months away. Chilllllllll ! Breatheeeee !
[22:08] ohstfuthais: okay
[22:08] itsskarina: did he aim you today
[22:09] ohstfuthais: whoo?
[22:09] itsskarina: justin
[22:09] ohstfuthais: yeaa...?
[22:10] itsskarina: just asking
[22:10] itsskarina: omg chilllll
[22:10] ohstfuthais: tell me
[22:10] itsskarina: tell you what ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[22:10] ohstfuthais: what u were going to tell me
[22:12] itsskarina: OMG thais, I don't even know what your talking about ! I was telling you to not tell him about the away (5 months) Im telling you this because I don't want you to get mad at him and stuff and then you guys fight again. Im not hiding ANYTHING, if I knew something I PROMISE I would tell you.
[22:12] ohstfuthais: but whats so bad about the 5 mth thing ?
[22:12] itsskarina: and why would I know anything, I don't even talk to him
[22:13] ohstfuthais: ok
[22:13] itsskarina: I thought you were disappointed when I told you about the 5 month, because you said ohh.
[22:13] ohstfuthais: nooo
[22:14] itsskarina: oh ok
[22:14] ohstfuthais: im upset cos hes clubbing
[22:14] itsskarina: I know !
[22:14] ohstfuthais: uhhh
[22:14] itsskarina: omg just forget it !
[22:14] ohstfuthais: i cant
[22:14] itsskarina: don't even think about it !
[22:14] ohstfuthais: how can i nott?
[22:15] itsskarina: look im not trying to make things worse, but today you guys make 5 months and he's clubbing ? shouldn't he have seen you ? or at least just passed by your house or something ?
[22:15] itsskarina: 5 months is something really special, not every couple gets to have that.
[22:16] itsskarina: but just forget it !
[22:16] itsskarina: don't listen to me !
[22:16] itsskarina: I don't want to make things worse ! ignore me !
[22:16] ohstfuthais: noo trust me girlie that has been on my mindd
[22:17] itsskarina: I mean, how are you gonna react when he talks to you next time ?
[22:17] ohstfuthais: idkkk
[22:17] ohstfuthais: im just real sad right now
[22:18] itsskarina: nahhh girlie, cheer up
[22:18] ohstfuthais: i cant man
[22:20] itsskarina: just calm down
[22:20] ohstfuthais: im trying
[22:20] itsskarina: don't let him take away your happiness
[22:22] ohstfuthais: im trying not to let him
[22:22] ohstfuthais: but thats all i can think about
[22:22] ohstfuthais: i mean its on his away
[22:22] itsskarina: don't look at it
[22:22] ohstfuthais: kinda hard not too
[22:23] itsskarina: I mean if its that bad, just block him, he won't even know
[22:23] ohstfuthais: noo
[22:23] itsskarina: and then unblock him later
[22:23] ohstfuthais: i can still see it when blocked
[22:24] itsskarina: just relaxx
[22:24] itsskarina: take a deep breath
[22:24] itsskarina: things could be worse
[22:24] ohstfuthais: i dont even wana think of the worst
[22:27] itsskarina: brb
[22:27] ohstfuthais: kk
[22:29] itsskarina: just cheer up girlie
[22:29] ohstfuthais: howw?
[22:29] itsskarina: do everything you can to not think about it.
[22:29] ohstfuthais: like what?
[22:29] itsskarina: try your hardest.
[22:30] ohstfuthais: i have
[22:30] itsskarina: honestly,idk. I wish I had an answer
[22:30] itsskarina: what?
[22:30] ohstfuthais: tried
[22:32] itsskarina: I really wish your situation was different.
[22:32] itsskarina: I hate knowing that your feeling like this.
[22:32] ohstfuthais: me tooo
[22:33] itsskarina: oh and btw, I have the smartest best friend in the world.
[22:33] ohstfuthais: who?
[22:33] itsskarina: guess who called me today ?
[22:34] ohstfuthais: jose?
[22:34] Meebo Message: Could not connect to network.
[22:34] itsskarina: mhmm
[22:35] itsskarina: jose: I want you back. me: (in my mind) why did I ever talk to this guy to begin with
[22:36] ohstfuthais: wow
[22:37] itsskarina: im just sick of it girl.
[22:37] itsskarina: I really thought last night it would be over.
[22:38] ohstfuthais: i knw
[22:38] ohstfuthais: me too
[22:38] itsskarina: ughhhhhh
[22:39] ohstfuthais: fuck life
[22:39] itsskarina: nahhhh
[22:39] itsskarina: fuck love
[22:40] ohstfuthais: fuck everything
[22:40] itsskarina: lmaoo
[22:40] ohstfuthais: im serious mann
[22:42] itsskarina: I just feel like idk anything anymore
[22:42] ohstfuthais: me too !
[22:42] itsskarina: its all a joke
[22:43] ohstfuthais: truee
[22:44] itsskarina: I don't know if I can continue like this much longer
[22:44] ohstfuthais: same here girlie
[22:45] itsskarina: I seriously need an escape. New people. New place. New everything. But of course, you come with me.
[22:46] ohstfuthais: no duhh !lol
[22:47] ohstfuthais: eric likes me !
[22:47] itsskarina: I knew it !
[22:47] ohstfuthais: he just told me
[22:47] itsskarina: he told you ?
[22:47] ohstfuthais: how can u tell?
[22:47] itsskarina: what did he say ?
[22:48] itsskarina: the way he looks at you.
[22:48] ohstfuthais: [22:42] slrmclaren4evr: psshhh in ur drems
[22:42] slrmclaren4evr: dreams*
[22:42] ohstfuthais: dreams come true
[22:42] slrmclaren4evr: lol
[22:42] slrmclaren4evr: maby mi dream will come tru 1 day
[22:43] ohstfuthais: whats ur dream?
[22:43] slrmclaren4evr: that you shall be mi girl one day
[22:44] ohstfuthais: lol
[22:44] ohstfuthais: tell em !
[22:44] ohstfuthais: me*
[22:44] slrmclaren4evr: i jus did
[22:46] slrmclaren4evr: !
[22:46] ohstfuthais: ohh !
[22:46] slrmclaren4evr: yeah
[22:46] ohstfuthais: i read it wrong
[22:46] slrmclaren4evr: nice
[22:46] ohstfuthais: why would u want me as ur girl?
[22:46] slrmclaren4evr: cus
[22:46] slrmclaren4evr: ur outgoing
[22:46] slrmclaren4evr: ur cute funny ur easy to get along with
[22:47] ohstfuthais: thats it ?
[22:47] slrmclaren4evr: thers more
[22:47] slrmclaren4evr: id jus have to tell you in person
[22:47] slrmclaren4evr: lol
[22:49] itsskarina: awwwww.
[22:49] ohstfuthais: lol
[22:49] itsskarina: that's sweet.
[22:49] ohstfuthais: yeaa man
[22:49] itsskarina: so how was the car ride, ehhh ?
[22:49] ohstfuthais: i didnt go
[22:50] itsskarina: oh.
[22:50] ohstfuthais: my aunt was waiting for me as soon an i steped out
[22:50] itsskarina: so how did you get home ?
[22:50] ohstfuthais: im at my aunts
[22:50] itsskarina: ohh that's nice.
[22:50] ohstfuthais: cheaaa
[22:51] itsskarina: is it peaceful ?
[22:51] ohstfuthais: very
[22:51] itsskarina: omg I don't know why I bring books home ! I say im going to study and I don't !
[22:52] ohstfuthais: lmao i knw!
[22:52] ohstfuthais: me too !
[22:53] itsskarina: love your awayyyy !!!!!!!
[22:53] ohstfuthais: 
[22:53] itsskarina: I like this too, I saw somebody put it on their away once.
[22:53] itsskarina: Im screaming, but nobody hears me.
[22:53] ohstfuthais: i love tht !
[22:54] itsskarina: that's exactly how I feel
[22:55] ohstfuthais: dont we all
[22:55] itsskarina: love the away now even moreeeee lol
[22:56] ohstfuthais: lol
[22:57] itsskarina: girlie im really sorry but im calling it a night. I need sleep ! At least for now, that's the only way I can escape my problems.
[22:57] ohstfuthais: okay
[22:57] ohstfuthais: nightt
[22:58] itsskarina: plus im dead tired for some reason lol
[22:58] itsskarina: I swear school drains me
[22:58] itsskarina: why? idk
[22:58] ohstfuthais: lmaoo i might not go to school 2mrw
[22:58] itsskarina: niceee.
[22:59] itsskarina: I wish I could.
[22:59] ohstfuthais: ilu!
[22:59] itsskarina: at least there is no school monday
[22:59] itsskarina: ilymore
[23:00] ohstfuthais: never that
[23:00] itsskarina: ok, now I don't like your away lol
[23:00] ohstfuthais: lol
[23:00] ohstfuthais: he doesnt care
[23:00] itsskarina: maybe he does, he just doesn't show it well
[23:01] ohstfuthais: cnt take it anymore
[23:01] itsskarina: im sure he does
[23:01] ohstfuthais:
[23:03] itsskarina: you know I was talking to my mom today and just randomly I told her this: There's only such much a human being can take and after somebody has gone through so much pain I don't even think they feel it anymore. It's like theyve been through so much. Idk.
[23:03] ohstfuthais: yeaa
[23:04] itsskarina: so what are you going to do
[23:04] ohstfuthais: w. whatt>
[23:05] itsskarina: justin
[23:05] ohstfuthais: lol
[23:05] ohstfuthais: look**
[23:06] itsskarina: look?
[23:07] ohstfuthais: [22:09] ohstfuthais: will u ever stop going clubbing?
[22:53] babyyyy <3: eventually
[22:53] ohstfuthais: whens eventually?
[22:53] babyyyy <3: but im young an wanna enjoy my childhood
[22:53] ohstfuthais: yeaa..
[22:54] ohstfuthais: it just really upsets me
[22:55] babyyyy <3: why
[22:56] ohstfuthais: but yourself in my shoes for once
[22:56] babyyyy <3: okkkkk
[22:56] babyyyy <3: and???
[22:56] ohstfuthais: and would u like it if i went clubbing all the time?
[22:56] babyyyy <3: if dats wat chu always did before i met yu
[22:56] babyyyy <3: i cant tell yu not 2
[22:57] ohstfuthais: even if i did it before or not
[22:57] ohstfuthais: i guess we both have differnt opinions
[22:57] babyyyy <3: whatever thais i gotta go
[23:09] itsskarina: omg girl ! im sorry but im gonna tell you flat out: he doesn't care
[23:09] itsskarina: w.e.=idc in my dictionary
[23:10] itsskarina: do not take pills !
[23:10] itsskarina: do not do anything crazy !
[23:10] itsskarina: I need you
[23:11] ohstfuthais:
[23:13] itsskarina: ughhhhh
[23:13] ohstfuthais: i hate this man
[23:14] itsskarina: I don't know how you can do this thais, honestly. I know that if I was you I couldn't at all.
[23:15] ohstfuthais: on our 5th anni too man
[23:15] itsskarina: shittttt
[23:17] itsskarina: 11: 11 !!!!! make a wishhhh !!!!
[23:18] ohstfuthais: made it
[23:18] itsskarina: me too
[23:19] ohstfuthais: uhhh
[23:19] ohstfuthais: hope it comes true
[23:19] itsskarina: it will...just don't say it...
[23:19] ohstfuthais: yeaa
[23:20] itsskarina: girlie im really sorry but I gtg.
[23:20] ohstfuthais: okayy
[23:20] ohstfuthais: nightt
[23:20] itsskarina: im sorry
[23:20] ohstfuthais: i love you karina !
[23:21] itsskarina: I love you too thais ! Please know that I wish nothing but the best for you.
[23:22] ohstfuthais: i know boo
[23:25] itsskarina: just remember this, where there is a will, there is a way. Its all up to you thais. your the only one that can change things are. I know you have that motivation and drive, I see it in you, you just gotta use it and most importantly have a positive attitude. And also, not worrying about the future, worry about now, take one day at a time.
[23:28] ohstfuthais: truee
[23:28] ohstfuthais: thnx girlie
[23:31] itsskarina: and sometimes in life we have to make hard choices and hard decisions, knowing that it will hurt and bring us sadness. But in the end, its all about you. Its your life. And its important. And you know what they say: Sometimes, you have to go through the pain, in order to feel the joy.
[23:31] ohstfuthais: yeaa i knoiw
[23:32] itsskarina: im not saying you should, but would you ever break up with him
[23:33] ohstfuthais: nooo
[23:33] ohstfuthais: i dont plan on it
[23:34] itsskarina: that's good thais
[23:34] ohstfuthais: why?
[23:34] itsskarina: bc you really love him and wouldn't break up with him
[23:35] ohstfuthais: i never could
[23:35] itsskarina: do you think he would
[23:35] ohstfuthais: yeaa
[23:35] ohstfuthais: he ahs
[23:35] ohstfuthais: has*
[23:35] itsskarina: when?
[23:35] ohstfuthais: mnths ago
[23:36] ohstfuthais: 3 times already
[23:36] itsskarina: how long did you guys stop talking for
[23:36] ohstfuthais: 1- 5 days, 2- two days
[23:37] ohstfuthais: and the 3 time once
[23:37] itsskarina: dam.
[23:37] ohstfuthais: yeaa
[23:38] itsskarina: well I seriously gtg this time girlie lol
[23:38] ohstfuthais: lol okayy
[23:38] itsskarina: I love you so much.
[23:38] ohstfuthais: i love you so much too
[23:39] itsskarina: GoodNight
[23:39] ohstfuthais: nightt
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o1.
Find something that brings you closer to complete.
[ Bayside ]
o2.
Everything changes eventually. That`s just the way life is & you have no control over it. Like suddenly people who you think are always going to be there, they dissappear. You know? People die & they just move away & grow up.
[ Dawson`s Creek ]
o3.
No matter what happens, the first person you love, you will always love. No matter who else comes along, he will always be on your mind & in your heart & when you think you`re over him, you see his face & the feelings come rushing back to you.
o4.
Life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances, losing & finding happiness, appreciating the memories & learning from the pain & realizing that people always change.
o5.
To let go isn`t to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn`t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn`t winning & it isn`t losing. It`s not about pride & it`s not about how you appear, & it`s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn`t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, & doesn`t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It`s not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn`t about loss, & it`s not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome & move on. It`s having an open mind & confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It`s learning & experiencing & growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry & made you grow. It`s about all that you have, all that you had, & all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, & the strength to keep moving. Letting to is growing up. It`s realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, & to clear a path & to set yourself free.
o6.
With your flip flops, half shirt, short shirts, mini skirt, walkin on the beach so pretty. You wasn`t lookin for a man when you saw me in the sand, but you fell for the boy from the city.
[ Summertime ; New Kids On The Block ]
o7.
Do you remember, I`ll never forget touchin your body all soakin wet. The water was cool, the feelin was hot, kissin on you while the ocean rocked..
[ Summertime ; New Kids On The Block ]
o8.
In your strapless sundress, kickin back no stress.. as long as we was together, cause we were feelin young love, & we couldn`t get enough..
[ Summertime ; New Kids On The Block ]
o9.
There comes a time in every life when we find the heart we`re looking for.
[ LeAnne Rhimes ]
1o.
You know what`s funny? Those things that you did when we were together that would always piss me off are the things that I miss the most. You know when you`d never stop talking when I was trying to watch a movie, or how you would always be a smart ass, or how about all the times when you insisted that you loved me more. When you`d playfully make fun of me for saying something wrong, or when you`d pick me up & carry me & throw me in the snow, & when you`d call me later than you were supposed to. Those are the things I want back. It`s weird, I used to think that when I was apart from you, I`d be glad I wouldn`t have to put up with them, but now those are the things I miss the most.
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o1.
Find something that brings you closer to complete.
[ Bayside ]
o2.
Everything changes eventually. That`s just the way life is & you have no control over it. Like suddenly people who you think are always going to be there, they dissappear. You know? People die & they just move away & grow up.
[ Dawson`s Creek ]
o3.
No matter what happens, the first person you love, you will always love. No matter who else comes along, he will always be on your mind & in your heart & when you think you`re over him, you see his face & the feelings come rushing back to you.
o4.
Life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances, losing & finding happiness, appreciating the memories & learning from the pain & realizing that people always change.
o5.
To let go isn`t to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn`t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn`t winning & it isn`t losing. It`s not about pride & it`s not about how you appear, & it`s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn`t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, & doesn`t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It`s not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn`t about loss, & it`s not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome & move on. It`s having an open mind & confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It`s learning & experiencing & growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry & made you grow. It`s about all that you have, all that you had, & all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, & the strength to keep moving. Letting to is growing up. It`s realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, & to clear a path & to set yourself free.
o6.
With your flip flops, half shirt, short shirts, mini skirt, walkin on the beach so pretty. You wasn`t lookin for a man when you saw me in the sand, but you fell for the boy from the city.
[ Summertime ; New Kids On The Block ]
o7.
Do you remember, I`ll never forget touchin your body all soakin wet. The water was cool, the feelin was hot, kissin on you while the ocean rocked..
[ Summertime ; New Kids On The Block ]
o8.
In your strapless sundress, kickin back no stress.. as long as we was together, cause we were feelin young love, & we couldn`t get enough..
[ Summertime ; New Kids On The Block ]
o9.
There comes a time in every life when we find the heart we`re looking for.
[ LeAnne Rhimes ]
1o.
You know what`s funny? Those things that you did when we were together that would always piss me off are the things that I miss the most. You know when you`d never stop talking when I was trying to watch a movie, or how you would always be a smart ass, or how about all the times when you insisted that you loved me more. When you`d playfully make fun of me for saying something wrong, or when you`d pick me up & carry me & throw me in the snow, & when you`d call me later than you were supposed to. Those are the things I want back. It`s weird, I used to think that when I was apart from you, I`d be glad I wouldn`t have to put up with them, but now those are the things I miss the most.
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She`s chosen to pursue her life`s dreams, & that`s one of the beauties of living in this country. Freedom to change your life if you don`t like the way it`s going.
[ Summer People ; Elin Hilderbrand ]
o2.
I don`t know. I don`t want it to be like this.
I hate this. I hate the way you`ve
made me feel & I`m sick of pretending
that it doesn`t hurt me because it does.
o3.
But then there`s that one person. You let them in & you trust them & you think maybe, just maybe, everything you`ve ever gone through is worth it because you found someone on this messed up planet who knows you.
o4.
I love the way you said you`d always
love me; I love the way you looked at me with
eyes that reassured every promise you
made. It`s not so often that you stumble upon
someone who makes you feel on top of
the world. It`s even less often that you find a
good way to hold onto them & keep
them within your reach, because once they
are gone, you`ve lost them for good.
o5.
Do whatever it takes to make you happy;
you`re the one who`s guaranteed to be there.
o6.
Leave love to your heart; don`t let your head question it.
o7.
God will never put you in situations that
you can`t handle, so don`t ever
stress out about the little things..
o8.
You can`t live a positive life with a negative mind set.
o9.
Sometimes the most horrible days can
teach you something, even when
you didn`t want to learn it.
1o.
The quickest way to ruin a relationship
with someone is to actually try to
have a relationship with them.
[ Clueless ]
11.
See, there`s a difference between love & like, wrong & right. Never run if you`re not ready to step. & never forgive if you`re not ready to forget.
12.
You don`t have to be tough every
minute of every day. It`s okay
to let down your guard. In fact,
there`s moments when it`s the
best thing you could possibly do;
as long as you choose those
moments wisely.
13.
I`m letting go of everything I used to love.
Dropping all the things I cared about, & for
once, I`m doing everything for myself.
I`m not worried about if we`re going to be
together, because why should I care if
you never did.
14.
There`s something special about every girl. Maybe she can`t see it, but someone can; & there`s something amazing about every girl, but it`s up to her to find the one person who will see that & love her for it.
15.
You know how there`s like
that one person you`ll always
go back to? You`ll date other
people, but like you kind of
want to run into them when
you`re out.
[ Lauren Conrad ] | | |
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